Busy busy day

With so many activities in my schedule, lately I have been too lazy to update my blog. But I hope that I can find more time in the future. I’m so anxious these days, waiting for the new labour policy from the Dutch immigration department. It has been published on the 1^st of July but unfortunately when I tried to clarify it, they told me that they are still anticipating the introduction of the policy (what do they mean with that?). So typical. I truelly dislike the idle waiting because it makes me feel so helpless. I am relying on this new policy so I can stay and work in the Netherlands. A big gamble. I miss my family however the urge to spread my wings and be more independent is strong. In the other hand I’m unwilling to leave my relationship. Difficult choice, I know that I can constantly count my father as my last safety net but my pride is appalled by such notion. I’ve always been disgusted by those money-sucking extended relations of mine, I refuse to become one of them! Cross my fingers that it will be successful.